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| I know I have the key to this door. |
There are many, but right now I will limit it to three of them that are usually hanging around the house. One of them is The Artist, one is The Healer, and the third is The Entrepreneur. Working with them involves plenty of creative play, improvisation, discarding, resting, enjoying the moment, caring for myself and others, cutting loose, strategizing, scheduling, organizing, networking, etc. Here's something from The Artist.
Receiving Praise: The Artist
Two readers spoke with me recently about my book Songs of the Inner Life. It is always instructive to hear what people discover in the book, what themes or passages resonate. Sometimes when I am listening to a reader, I find myself thinking, they just don't get that at all! Or it seems that the reader is fairly ho-hum in their response, either because they are guarded or because the book just didn't do much for them. Sometimes people are enthused and happy about the book, but their comments are quite pithy. So when two people are telling me within the same week that they read the book twice and say more than one sentence about their experience, it stands out.
The first woman told me, among other things, that she thought the book was daring, that I was daring for being so intimate in writing about my life. People say that about me. It must be so. I like it when people feel more adventurous because of my own willingness to share my explorations. The second reader told me that she was reading the book out loud to her husband on the second read, which I found very touching. Reading aloud is such a beautiful way to share, and I know that my writing, at its best, is lyrical when spoken out loud. The second reader actually wrote something about Songs of the Inner Life, and I plan to put what she said on my website as soon as I can get The Entrepreneur persona to do it. Here is what she wrote.
"It
is a rare delight to encounter a literary voice so wise, refreshingly honest,
open-hearted and irreverent as that of Gaea Yudron in her candid yet magically
surreal memoir Songs of the Inner Life. In gently lyrical, often astonishingly
crystalline prose we re-live an intimate voyage of childhood from a simpler if
not easier time, a coming of age in traumatically torn but rip snortingly
hedonist '60's america, the blossoming of spiritual yearnings and utopian optimism
into focused eco-activism and ultimately a rebirth into spiritual transcendence
- & all this the mere runway of an 'ordinary' person's life onto the most
transcendent human flight of consciousness - encountering one's own highest
mission culminating in a life's work of service to others. Through the generous
sharing of this gift I now feel Gaea Yudron as both sister-friend and potent
artistic/spiritual mentor by example; both my husband and I (who read this book
together) anxiously await the unique enfoldment of her next chapter in an
ongoing saga of adventure, achievement, realization and love."
-- Rebecca Cintron Osvold
As an artist, I feel glad to make meaningful connections with other humans, and happy if something I do or say expands their life in some way. Yes, writers do like it when readers read their books twice, of course they do.
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| Yes, grateful for every day, for the whole spectrum of life |
The Artist and The Healer personas are often hand in hand. They have things in common--the Openness to Beauty for one thing and the wish to uplift and honor the innate harmony in life experience. Both of them wish to provide inspiration, wellbeing and refreshment.
One can often find them sitting quietly talking with each other, or sometimes dancing, or walking in the woods together.
The Healer views life as spiritual journey, and she knows that her gifts are for giving away. She is grateful for the opportunity to support others and to provide tools that open up new experiences, perceptions and understanding. Her intuition is keen. She meditates and prays for the wellbeing of others. A yogini lives in her. She continues to work on transforming her negative habits and patterns so that she can become a more evolved vessel.
The Entrepreneur
The Entrepreneur is often thinking about money, raising money, earning money, creating programs that bring in money. She is pondering about how to find and talk with the tribe and the audience, how to build the mailing list, how to use new technological tools to relate to others. She thinks about creating priorities in terms of program development. She wants to network, collaborate, connect, become more visible. She does relax when she connects with The Artist and The Healer from time to time, tapping into inner knowing, trusting in the process of experimentation rather than rigidly expecting to have everything neatly fall into place and work perfectly the first time.
The Entrepreneur was very happy about Into the Mystery, the first e-course Sage's Play offered, which attracted 20 participants. Marketing types told her that was very good for the first time around. She is definitely the most impatient of the three personas that are hanging around the house right now. Maybe that's good, as long as she does some deep breathing and takes some breaks in Nature and just gets out of her head at times. She is an important part of the mix.
Culture Change and Frank Language--Helen Mirren Speaks Out at 70“... Of course I don’t look better than I did when I was younger, without doubt...The great thing that happens is that you don’t give a flying fuck so much, that’s the thing. Yeah, I don’t look so good but I don’t care…But that is the great thing about getting older, I hope, is that you lose the incredible insecurity of youth.”
It's all relative of course, in terms of how good we look. I for example lack the glamour and polish of Helen Mirren, not to mention the wardrobe.
That's the story here, as I try to keep the personas happy with each other in the midst of a big creative blast. (cliffhanger, but more details soon) I have been mostly indoors the past 6 days because of very unhealthy air from large wildfires in the region. But I am going out this afternoon to have tea with someone I knew over 30 years ago, who now lives in Nepal. And I plan to head over to the Wild Goose to hear some Beatles and Rolling Stones songs this evening.
Hope your various personas are enjoying this beautiful summer too.
